45 min remaining. And as with any other marathon, the last mile is the most difficult. Mistress Tessa logged in during this period, and I can’t see her. I can’t go to her, hug her, kiss her, love her, or even tell her how much I love her or how much I miss her. I almost thought I’d be off the emotional rollercoaster after 32 and a half hours encased in this nightmare. Life has had other ideas for me, it seems. I feel horrible. I’m tempted to safeword, or worse, cheat my way out of the suit. Mistress, I love you SOOO much and miss you TERRIBLY. I have been through the grinder this last week and I can’t just drop all this. I MUST finish this. Punish me as you will. I Love You.
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L-7799 is drinking a cup of coffee? The only thing I can figure out is that she’s been released, yet didn’t complete processing. Bizarre.
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Am at KelleyTech…. and I see Operator Sophia with B-9140 and L-7799. They are both WAY too close… what is going on? I have circled a couple of times, trying to understand what is transpiring, but I dare not get closer for fear of a contact violation. To top it off, L-7799 is wearing shackles - that’s not supposed to happen. I’m so confused by these events… I keep struggling against my Custodian, hoping I can damage it or rip it off. I know I’ve got less than 8 hours at this point, but I want this over.
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I’m tired. I want my home. I want my family. I want my bed. I did make it thru the day with NO violations. Of course, that comes with a price… I also didn’t have any contact. Saw B-9140 again, and I hope she’s ok - there was someone standing right next to her for the longest time. I hope that person was her operator, but I don’t think it was… that person didn’t even have Banishment Program tags. B-9140, if you read this, I hope you are doing ok. I think there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. I’m down to 8 hrs 41 minutes remaining, and can’t wait to be out. But for now, it’s time to curl back up into a ball and go to sleep.
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Time… got nothing but that now. 9 hrs, 7 minutes. Just gotta keep going without violations. I have been in the helmet for 24 hours and 7 minutes. I’d be out now, if I hadn’t received violations.
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Thanks, Pet. It means a lot to be so well supported. *mimes a quick hug before the Custodian gets her*
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There is Master and family… so close, but they may as well be a thousand miles away. Engineer Sophia wasn’t lying when she said this will be the hardest thing I ever do in SL. 11 hours, 20 minutes remaining.
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And I miss you VERY much. *cries*
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Wow, its beautiful….
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Thank you, sister Trinity. I love you too. Note to Operators: I DIDN’T DO THE EFFECT! lol.
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