Today was the monthly anniversary of being collared by Miss Bern. I spent my time off the sim. I miss her.

I have decided to scrap the whole coliseum level. I will start again from scratch. I want to make something with a more open feeling, something that my owner will feel comfortable with. I know that she is fond of the western style of ponyplay. Perhaps I can work something out with that.

I looked around today at the coliseum and thought about how to change things. It will be very difficult to get everything moved so that a tunnel runs underneath that part of the sim. I am not sure if it is possible without a total redesign of the whole level. I will put some thought into it, because I am determined to make everything right for my owner.

Miss Bern Left on her trip today, and spent some time with me before she left. I will miss her so much. She gives my life so much meaning and direction. She keeps me focused. She keeps me driven. Already, I miss her, and she has only been away a few short hours. Sometimes, time seems to crawl by.

Miss Bern told me today that she will be taking another trip. It is a difficult time of year for her, filled with much travel. Business keeps her away from me and so does pleasure. She is such a busy person. I am sad to see her leaving yet again, but I will find something to keep myself busy. Perhaps I will make the canges to the coliseum…

We spent more time in Herron’s Barn at Rosecliff today. Liz was having some more problems with her equipment, and my head harness was also acting up. I certainly like how the harness works and looks, but the problems with it are becoming rather annoying. I really hope we can get the issues resolved. The problems cut into our time a bit too much. I would much rather spend my time doing things for my owner than working on technical problems.

My owner worked with Liz and Maid and myself a bit today. It was just nice to feel like a pony again and less like an equipment guide for new ponies. We had fun.